Yoh Madduh sooo fat...

wadup

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 03:43:32 GMT

yea, lately i've found myself on LJ often, making mainly private entries, but entries none the less. Anyways, school started again. i feel really apathetic right now...ever since last night its as if somethin turned off, like my care for things outside of school. Don't want to be an ass but i don't think i care about my friends as much as i used to, my main focus is on school now, everything and everyone else has become secondary to me.

As for last night, all i can say is that it's been quite a ride, a ride with both enjoyable and crappy moments, but to me the enjoyable moments easily outweighed the crappy ones. But you know, wat can u do? I guess it just wasnt enough. wat is the "it"? Just think for a lil and i'm sure ull figure it out.

Damn, i'm really apathetic, i just dont give a shit right now, like i really dont give a shit about anything. damn, i need to read a lot tonight, peace

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Thu, 05 Jan 2006 07:05:52 GMT

So...pretty much im pretty super fuckin dissapointed and kinda super fuckin bummed.

WOW, USC lost to TEXAS...

damn it...

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Wadup mah brothas

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 11:06:11 GMT

Long time no write. Well, its been about two weeks and a day into my 4 week winterbreak. Been really fun, chilling with high school friends, some college friends, and so forth. I guess this time that i've had to chill with my friends made me realize how much my friends mean to me in the sense that all of my problems seem to vanish into the depths of my mind when i'm with em. Seriously though, there never seems to be a dull moment or a moment of animosity when i'm chillin with my bros. Its times like these that reinforce the saying "Bros before Hos" because your girl may leave you but your bros never will.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 23:55:13 GMT

So far this has been one really fun weekend, being reunited with all my close friends, enormous thanksgiving feasts(yes plural cause i had 2), and hanging out with my best friend. It was really nice to see friends like JC who i havent seen in about 3 months, Ronak...just cause hes a tyte indian guy and hes one of my closest bros, and the rest of you peeps (dont get offended if i dont mention you by name).

Anyways, i don't write in this thing much. Been at UCI for the past 3 months about, and finals week is just around the corner. right now i would have to say that i've become lazier now then i once was when i was high school, which is a really bad thing due to the fact that i didn't try watsoever in high school. Also, i already made my tyte group of friends at UCI so thats way chill.

SO, gonna end this entry with...i would do shoutouts but those are so cliche and fucking boring.

as for that other aspect in my life...I don't know wat to think or wat to do about it anymore

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wow

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 01:50:32 GMT

I've been writing a lot lately in my LJ, in the private entries that is. I've found my LJ to be very good for venting and i've done just that. anyways, im up at UCI.

I'm goin to UCLA this sunday to see canyon people and other close friends. Can't wait till thanksgiving so i can see people like JC, and then a nice reuinion of the GOODFELLAS.

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sigh

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 23:53:00 GMT

I guess, today as i deviated from doing my homework by talkin to people on the internet, that i realized that i truly am happy with my life. I have awesome friends, a family who loves me, endless opportunities that many people lack, and well...i have love, as gay as that sounds.

I can walk the streets dressed like ass and still wear a grin, look like shit and still be ultimately satisfied with how things are going.

I love living somewhat of a carefree life. Its not carefree completely because i do care about a few things. Honestly, i couldnt care less about most things/people but if i do care about something or someone, then the extent to which i care about that person/thing is immense.

*edit*

ahaha...i spoke too soon. my life blows again...

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HOORAY

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 19:49:55 GMT

Yay, today is friday. the end of a gay ass week and well, the beginning of an awesome weekend. dude, im so stoked. why u ask? ahaha...none of ur business, but im way stoked

408121

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Thu, 22 Sep 2005 23:40:13 GMT

Well, im at UCI right now and well, I was just talkin to a friend and like...well, so many things are changing around me. Like, i feel as if i don't know wat i want. as if everything that i once knew meant nothing. Why is everythin changing for the worse? and why is everythin changing so drastically? and all because of one thing...

before i knew exactly wat i felt. i knew when i was tired, when i was doing the right thing...when i was in love. Once i was whole, i knew where everything was as if a map was writtin on the back of my hand...but now i'm lost.

Why can't everything be like it once was...when everything made sense. Now nothing does...

i need/want to get away and never come back...

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sigh

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 22:55:50 GMT

Anyways, today is monday. I moved into UCI yesterday and well, not everything went as smoothly as i had hoped. turns out that i brought a lamp but forgot the light bulb, and last night i realized that the blanket i brought was too small. The only way it will cover up my body is if i put it diagonally, but then there are lil air holes so i can still feel the cold air around me go under the covers. But yea, its alright up here. met up with my friend Josh from orientation and well, turns out that my roommate is a really chill guy as well. Somehow hes connected to a bunch of people i'm close to at home...it truly is a small world. err, the food here is ok, not good, not super bad...somewhere in between there.

O, lets see, i went to the ARC today. Didn't take the bus cause well, me and 3 other guys thought it was like a 15-20 min. turns out it was 35 minutes. The ARC is tyte, a very big gymnasium plus very nice basket ball courts, a swim arena, and an area where u can wrestle/hit their huge punching bags. very chill...took the bus that we were unaware of earlier...much easier walk that way.

Today is now tuesday. im here to finish my entry. only been here for 3 days and well...like damn, i miss soo much at home. First off, the bed is like a rock and well, the food here tastes like ass, not sayin that i've tasted ass before. yea, i just miss a lot. havent talked to a bunch of my friends from home in a lil bit. I need to call em, so i dont lose touch with them.

shout out to you

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hmm...

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 02:44:26 GMT

anyways, last weekend, my bro gave me some new desktop icons, pretty much garfield icons to replace a bunch of my boring icons such as "my computer" or "recycle bin", etc. yea, anyways, this week has been a roller coaster for me. so many different emotions all packed into a few days. its honestly enough to jut make u want to sit down and take a break from life. im goin to college soon. its gonna be hard to say good bye to everyone, especially kay since i'm used to seeing her pretty much everyday. its gonna be so different. hopefully, if ur reading this, u guys can keep in touch with me. i dont wanna lose any friends that im close with. if ur not close to me, then ur not obligated to call me, so dont worry about it, lol

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Wed, 29 Jun 2005 07:24:28 GMT

so empty...

home alone

Wed, 18 May 2005 20:14:08 GMT

Today i took the late AP Psychology test, my last AP test and pretty much the last challenging academic activity i will ever have in high school. Once again though i failed to study, i bought the damn study books and then procrastinated to the point that i found myself tryin to read the book last night after 10pm. but i was too lazy so i watched tv instead. Anyways, after the test i went home and ate a shitload while watchin tv; and Damn, daytime tv really sucks. i've been watchin Maury for about 2 hours so far because its the only thing on tv that mildly grabs my attention. so right now im so bored to the point that i wished that i hadn't left school...but i did and wats done is done.

So prom is this saturday. I'm prayin that it will be a blast since i spent all of last week and 2 days of this week picking up trash...or better yet, collectin trash from different classrooms. O, and yesterday when i go buy my ticket i find out that i have to pay my library fines first. well, about 2 weeks ago i get the notice sayin that i owe $4 so, i only expect to pay $4. some how, the damn $4 goes up to $10 and well, since i am goin to prom i had to pay. damn Canyon high school, although it rests in a wealthy neighborhood its one of the cheapest schools out there. damn betches.

O, and on a not so good note. from now on, if ur gonna joke with me...keep my girlfriend out of it. if ur gonna make fun of me, make fun of me alone. those of you who do bring up Kay dont know Kay so dont talk about Kay.

so, hope prom is fun. hopefully the brown people in my group wont do their usual 'bitch-before-every-dance' routine.

only a few more weeks before we are outa here

Happy Anniversary Kay!!!

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today is...........sabado

Sat, 07 May 2005 21:41:03 GMT

i havent written in this thing in a long ass time. anyways, yesterday was league finals and most likely the last swim competition i will ever do. i won the 100 br by a lot but i didnt get my CIF time i wanted. And well, i am pretty close to the CIF time and well, it just got me thinking that if i had gone to all the swim practices throughout the year and didnt skip like half of the practices, i probably would have gotten CIF. but then again, i blame it mainly on the transition between coaches that my club swim team had. O well, wats done is done and life goes on.

Anyhow, my bro is home from UCSD now. we just finished a Mothers Day lunch that my bro and i cooked. we are doin all the celebration today because well, my bro is goin home tomorow morning. my unlce's dogs are over at my house since we need to take care of them while my uncle and his wife move into a different house. right now they are living in an apartment. one is a Chow Chow named "Momo" and the other is a pug named "Nemo". nemo is out of shape and when we take him on walks, half way through we have to pick him up and carry him the rest of the way.

Prom is in like 3 weeks. so u peeps who dont have dates should ask peeps.

get to work out in the gym again so im excited. im an exercise-aholic so yea, im actually very enthusiastic about spending about an hour and a half every day at the gym.

thats it.

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Wed, 09 Mar 2005 05:16:51 GMT

well, it seems i havent written in her for a long time. why u ask? because instead of writing in my LJ, i've been diggin a deeper and deeper hole for myself...in other words i've been gettin myself into deep shit...

Tomorow is wednesday and finally my group decides to go to the beach but i can't go. first of all i have a swim competition on that day and i'm also grounded for 2 weeks. why u ask? well, i ditched school, last wednesday and they called home. my mom asks me why i wasnt at school and i tell her that i was there and that they just messed up. so on monday of this week, i make a note to excuse myself and when i give it to the atendance office, they tell me that they were on the phone earlier with my mom who told them that i told her that i was at school. so they call my mom and next thing u know, i have 4 hours detention for skipping school, 4 hours for forging her signature, and 2 weeks of detention from my mother. good shit...at least i still get to go to SADIES!!! and the gym for a maximum of an hour a day. so i guess i might as well use these next 2 weeks to just train for swimming and work out like crazy...

hope everyone is doin good in college acceptance stuff. take care

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Sat, 19 Feb 2005 23:08:26 GMT

lol...im invincible...or better, yui and i are invincible

it just adds flavor ;)

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 20:08:24 GMT

Its been a while since i've updated this thing. Since i've been gone, i've made myself a myspace *sigh* yes, and i do pity myself for making one. Besides that, i've kept myself busy with other extracurricular activites. I guess, due to the fact that this is the last week of high school for us seniors, that i've been thinking about the future, like wat does the future hold for us? Wat really enforced my worry was when i read Dan and Meghan's LJs out of boredom. This place, the great OC, our home is really something that i have taken for granted. The activities may be lacking, but the people aren't. So many friendships will end once we leave for college. u may deny it now but u know that in the back of your mind, most of the people u know will be replaced by new people. Well, they might not end, but your bond with them will most likely weaken a lot. I guess Anaheim never was exciting even though we find a way to make it seems as if its the "happenin" place to be. its really the people that make this boring ass place into the "happenin" place that we talk about in our LJs, ahaha...

On a lighter note, the physics Mouse Trap Cars were due on wednesday. Ronak and I worked on it for a long ass time on sunday and monday, tryin to recreate what justin used last year. By listening to his instructions and following his ideas we got absolutely nowhere. So after a while, we decide to use my ideas and the damn car began to actually move. in the end, on tuesday, I went over to Ronak's house and we redid the car, using my layout for the car. We finished it in about an hour, and when we let the car go, apparently our car went the farthest, or at least we got second to someone who used a 'kit' to make his car. So that was sweet...

I guess thats it...LJ seems to be dying or maybe im just losing interest

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Thu, 06 Jan 2005 06:12:46 GMT

Well, er, i guess the first week of school has been the hardest transition i've been through in some time. Just adjusting to this new sleeping pattern is difficult enough. Now, instead of sleeping at 3am and waking at 12pm, im sleeping at 11pm-12am and waking at 6:25am, or in some unlucky cases 5:05am. I guess its gonna take a few more weeks before i get used to this not-so-new cycle.

Speaking of my new sleeping schedule, i luckily was present when my coach announced the beginning of morning practices on tuesdays and thursdays. Where u ask? Canyon High school ofcourse. When u ask? At fucking 5:30am before school starts ofcourse. So yea, tuesday was an interesting day. During first period, throughout the entire class period Andrea, who sits in front of me, is turned around tapping me on the shoulder asking me if i'm alright because i guess i looked like shit all day. Then as i walked to the bathroom during 3rd period Art, 2 guys i walk by stare me down and behind my back i could hear them whispering "that's wat you look like when u are high." so yea, i think im gonna have to load up on some caffeine on tuesdays and thursdays or else this cycle will continue.

Anyhow, so far this week has kinda been an uphill struggle for me. first of all, on day one i get my physics test back and i guess i didnt do as well as i had hoped, then i get calc and well, i got a fucking 69%. that kinda killed my grade...but thank goodness he drops the lowest test score at the end of the year (thanks for reminding me JC), and then to top it all off i get my AP Govt test back. the grade will not be displayed here, it may hurt your eyes.

O, and lately i've heard something about a Black and White dance on the 29th of this month. uhm, yea, i believe that it is like a morp, so that should be chill, if i have my facts straight and er, Winter formal is coming up in about, 2 months or something like that so yea, that gives u guys out there 1 month to get to know someone and 1 month to ask...lol, good stuff

O, anc can't forget. Happy Birthday Yui!!!

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Wed, 29 Dec 2004 08:29:13 GMT

Been a while since i've updated. Anyways, i hope everyone had a wondeful Christmas and for those of you who do not celebrate it, i hope you had a happy holidays (that doesnt sound right). Christmas was nice, the family gathering with the realization of how annoying your relatives are. it truly is wonderful...

This is kind of way off the subject, but lately i've realized that my list of hobbies has grown quite odd. so far i have swimming, cooking & lately its been looking at big houses. anyways, the sunday before Christmas till monday i spent up in UCSD with my brother. monday during noon time, my brother decided to take me to some private beach that turned out to be incredibly hard to get to. The road down to the beach was down some steep ass cliff, very high btw. anyways, at the edge of a cliff, my bro pointed out the houses that were on the other side of the cliff, and they were amazing...one that stood out above them all was...

this super huge ass mansion. my bro told me that he saw an add for this house, apparently the owner was tryin to sell it, and the description stated that it was a whopping 30,000 square feet and was selling for about $50 million. not only that, but all the land that u see in this picture was part of the house and to top it all off, it was on a cliff overlooking the beach, so the owners of the house woke up to this view every morning...

yea, thats all i have to say...

Have a Happy New Years my friends and be SAFE...

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Thu, 23 Dec 2004 19:14:48 GMT

It's already half way through the first week of break, it really is kind of depressing. I hope the rest of you are making good use of your break, i have so far. Been hanging out with some peeps and such. It really is kind of sad though, because winter break signifies pretty much the half way point in the school year, and that means i only have half a year left with all my buddies here in Anaheim. I only hope everything works out in the end...or my quote will be pretty damn useless...
"Everything will be OK in the end, and if it's not ok, then its not the end"...well my friends, the end is drawing near

On tuesday night, i finally got to hang out with the goodfellas and others. So it was me, Justin, Ronak, Amanda, Natalie, Miraya, Andrea, Lisa, Phallen, & Jennifer, and the plan was to go laser taggin. I dont know if its just me, but i love to do the things i used to enjoy back when i was much younger. its actually really fun stuff. Anyhow, we meet up at Cocos, and then we head off from there, everyone following our (Justin, Ronak and myself) car and then 10 minutes later, we lose track of the twins' car (Miraya, Andrea, and the twins) so we call them. turns out they were still at Cocos. i honestly dont know how they were still there or how they didnt see us leave, we were literally 3 feet away from their car. In the end, they somehow ended up in brea so it was just the Goodfellas and Lis, Jennifer & Phallen who ended up goin laser taggin. fun stuff.

Yesterday a bunch of peeps went snowboarding but i didnt go, mom didnt wanna spend any more money cause my bro went snowboarding with his friends the day before. But yea, i got to spend some quality time. good stuff. o, btw its now 9-9...owned!!!

12-18-04

Shout out to You!!!

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Fri, 17 Dec 2004 06:28:44 GMT

Haven't updated in a while...anyhow, this last week has been hell. an AP Gov test and an AP Calc test on the same day, and then 2 days after i came across a Physics Test. Good shit guys, good shit. Winterbreak is just around the corner and i am free to hang out between Dec. 22-29. The rest of my break is dedicated to swim practice and cross training for swimming...so yea, make sure to call me to hang out between those days.

Last weekend, i left on thursday @ 5:00pm to go to Las Vegas for a swim competition. It was chill even though i gained time in all of my events. After the morning session, morning session was for 13 and up and afternoon session was for the younger swimmers, we would walk on the strip and do stuff like that, with our coaches by our side at ALL times. didnt really get much freedom, didnt get to go out on our own or anything like that. below is a picture of the pool i swam in. very nice...

it was a new indoor pool. very large and um...pretty clean looking.

my mind is fricken blank right now. im sure there is something important i wanna write about, but like, im a vegetable right now...not thinking straight.

O, my last post i posted a picture of a dragon. if u want to see the finished product, u can see it hanging in the library on the top part of the wall above the entrance. Speaking of school related business, i think im up to about 8 hours worth of detention. damn it man, i need to stop ditching...but i can't help it, its like a drug...so ADDICTING

Happy Birthday to Justin Houman, the big 18!!!

Shout out to Yui and i also want to say Happy Holidays!!!

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Mon, 06 Dec 2004 23:55:44 GMT

Ok, i'm goin to try one last time. I got a photobucket acount. and well, i posted a pic before, but it somehow transformed into a box with a lovely red 'x' in the middle. So here goes...

Anyhow, this is a dragon that i've been workin on in Art class. the class is ok...yea.

this weekend i had a swim meet. while some of you were in your houses complaining about how cold it was, i was standing outside half-naked and wet while gettin ready for my next race. good stuff, good stuff. its these types of things that make the memories, the horrible experiences...

On thrusday @ 5:00pm, i will be on my way to Las Vegas with 3 other swimmers from my club swim team, along with 2 of our coaches. Should be fun...should be very cold...but still, im in vegas and i get to skip a day of school :)

On a side note, i dont know if u guys have realized this, but time is zooming by. In face, first semester is almost over and the end of the year is just around the corner. i dont know if this is a bad thing or a good thing...im thinking a bad thing becuase it draws the end of a lot of friendships near, but a good thing because it means that the beginning of a new chapter in our lives will begin, for those of your who are seniors and even the rest of you insignificant others...lol, jk...live goes on...

Goin to swim practice soon, and i must add that its about 49 degrees outside...so not fun at all. Its times like these that really make me question my motive for swimming, or for even ever gettin involved in the sport...

Shout Outs to all of you who read this journal!!!

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its very cold

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 07:54:16 GMT

Anyways, today is wednesday, and it just to happaned that it was one of the most eventful days so far. I went to school as usual only to find that my 0 period physics class had a sub, so i should have ditched. In english, we finished the movie The Man Without A Face, prolly one of the best movies i have ever seen. i'd seen it before, so i knew wat was goin to happen. Um.....thats the end of the school day

It was incredible cold tonight. After practice, when i got out of the water, it was so cold that when i touched my arm, it felt as if i was breakin out all over my arm or something, because the goosebumps were so large all over my body. then my coach asks me to help him put away the extra stuff, so my hands were wet the whole time, and well, they became numb and almost blue. Then on my way home, i decide that i need chapstick, and that i want a pair of those gloves that everyone else seems to have, the black small ones. so i go to someone and ask them where i can find them and become red in the face when the guy gives me a wierd ass look and then says "yea, its by the jewelry department, in the womens accessories area" so yea, after he said that, i quickly bought my chapstick and found my way to the door. Never knew they were women's gloves...

Then on the way home i hear this wierd ass noise, and my car isnt driving so smoothly any longer. i stop at the gas station to find that my front passenger tire is flat. so im waiting outside of my car for the AAA(not my swim team) guy to come, they said he would be there in 5 minutes, turns out they really meant 20. so im freezing my ass off outside, and then the guy comes, pumps up my tire, and then says that it has a leak. so i drive it down to the dealership and there it remains.

Im goin to Las Vegas in about...8 days. Gonna leave on a bus from Canyon at 5pm next Thursday. i just found out that only 4 peeps from my team are gonna go, and that we are gonna be goin up with a bunch of other teams. so this kind of blows...i expected so much, but now. anyways, i kind of wish i didnt sign up for the competition...

Shout Out to you

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Fri, 26 Nov 2004 02:17:33 GMT

hoy es Thanksgiving Day!!! I came home about an hour ago from a grand feast at my uncles house up in Pasadena(about an hour drive) and now sit here feelin ever so satisfied. ahaha, anyhow, im bored and the only thing i dont like about thanksgiving is that everyone else is busy so that means im gonna be home tonight...which i do not like to do...

Anyways, yesterday was wednesday, aka friday, because it was the last day of the week. The Psychology vocab test was postponed and instead we got a bitchy sub who started to flip out when i tried to look for my nameless paper through the pile. apparently i'm not old enough to keep the pile from becoming a mess...o well, shes a substitute and i know that in life i will excell far beyond what she is.

O, and can't forget...we (Me, ronak, justin, joy, amanda, natalie, & allison) went to the pancake house on imperial and yorba linda blvd., the food was decent, i guess...no it wasnt, i take that back, it was shit. Then we get to school late and i get a tardy sweep, so another hour of detention for myself.

Then we have swim practice, which was easy. Coach seems to be down with the flu or something like that. went to Boba Joes to talk & get some boba, and realized that they can't hook me up anymore cause they turned some security camera on and took away all the stamp cards cause someone stole the stamp and the tip jar. so i guess i wont be goin to BJs until they give away stamp cards again...

Then peeps called me to do stuff, but i was too tired...so i stayed home...

Thanks for keepin me up a till friggin 4am ;) It was honestly really nice...

once again i would like to say HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! to everyone...btw, thanksgiving applies to all of you who are Americans...Just cause ur, lets say indian, and they dont celebrate this back home in india, you live here now and it is now part of your culture, so its ok to celebrate it...

Shout Outs to Allison and Vy 4 texting me a Happy Thanksgiving and to Ms. nani-omi-teru-no?

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Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:32:58 GMT

Today i feel incredibly accomplished for the first time in a long time. I have finally done something i have been tryin to do for sooo long. wat is this "something" you ask? why, its sleeping for 12 hours straight w/o being sick and w/o the influence of any medication. I fell into the deepest of sleeps last night at around 1:20am and then awoke at a whop'n 1:30pm!!! yea, thats fuckin lame, i know, but im proud of myself. I've been tryin to do this for like friggin 5 years.

anyhow, i saw The Incredibles yesterday and enjoyed it very much. It may look kiddy, but it was still really good and there was some humor in there that would appeal to the hardass teenagers who think they are too cool to watch a pixar/disney movie. and have u noticed this? but lately all the Disney/Pixar movies have been incredibly good. i've seen em all, yes i have. O, and before all of these types of movies, they have a mini movie before it, for some reason. However, this one was pretty gay; a Jackalope and a Sheep dude bound(bounce) around all day while rhyming.

Swimming is goin good for me. i fee like im gettin faster which is always a good thing. O, and cant forget, but team AAA is goin to Las Vegas in December for a competition. im pretty damned stoked. yea...and as for school, i seem to always be groggy and tired at school. mainly because i think im deprived of sleep. a certain someone somehow manages to keep me up till the wee hours of the night.

I also began to think about something...well, to be more specific, the future. Who will i talk to after i leave for college? and stuff like that. its been bothering me for some time now..i want to go to college because i want to move on with my life, however i know that when i do i will lose over 50% of my friends. the idea just kind of sucks because i feel so much at home here in anaheim and just...it just sucks, thats all there is to it.

Shout out to (insert name here)!!!

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Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:16:21 GMT

Yesterday was Wednesday, and because today (Thursday) there was no school, last night was like a Friday night...so i went out. The group ended up being Me, Justin, Joy, Arsalan, Jennifer, Allison & Lisa. Like always, we stood outside our cars for at least 30min. before we figured something out, and that something was ICE BLOCKING!!! This is pretty much where u go buy a block of ice and slide down a hill on it...it was Justin's idea...

Anyways, we go to Ralphs to go buy the block of ice and then head on over to the Anaheim Golf Course. I think Joy went first and he ate it, which resulted in his ass being covered in wet Mudd. then i took my turn and slid down the hill, but something happened and i ended up limping back up the hill. we do this sliding thing for a while (everyone but lisa) and then we head on back to the cars in the parking lot. Turns out my limping was due to a cut in my heel, so i was bleedin pretty badly. we get home, and i take a shower. when i go downstairs i take a closer look at my cut, and i thought i saw some black shit in it, so i try to scrape it out with my pinky, and then i realize, about half a centimeter of my pinky dissapeared into my cut? Turns out that it was just a cut, but it was fuckin deep too. as i sat downstairs absorbing the blood with a tissue, i realized that i could open up my cut my pushing the skin around it apart. so i pulled it apart and saw some gross looking shit in my foot. guess its not as smooth in there as i thought. i ended up takin a picture of the insides of my heel on my bros digital camera. I put 2 Band-Aids on my heel and then went to bed. this morning when i woke up, the 2 band-aids were soaked in blood and some of the blood got on my bedsheet. Looks like the blood is still flowing, and now, its 12:10 and the blood continues to flow. this blows...

Today is Miraya's Bithday thing, and since i cant go i just want to say Happy Birthday MJ!!!

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Yoh Madduh sooo fat...

wadup

Wadup mah brothas

wow

*sigh*

HOORAY

*sigh*

hmm...

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home alone

today is...........sabado

its very cold

sigh

sigh