| wadup |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|07:43 pm] |
yea, lately i've found myself on LJ often, making mainly private entries, but entries none the less. Anyways, school started again. i feel really apathetic right now...ever since last night its as if somethin turned off, like my care for things outside of school. Don't want to be an ass but i don't think i care about my friends as much as i used to, my main focus is on school now, everything and everyone else has become secondary to me.
As for last night, all i can say is that it's been quite a ride, a ride with both enjoyable and crappy moments, but to me the enjoyable moments easily outweighed the crappy ones. But you know, wat can u do? I guess it just wasnt enough. wat is the "it"? Just think for a lil and i'm sure ull figure it out.
Damn, i'm really apathetic, i just dont give a shit right now, like i really dont give a shit about anything. damn, i need to read a lot tonight, peace
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
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| | fuck man, USC u let me down | ] |
So...pretty much im pretty super fuckin dissapointed and kinda super fuckin bummed.
WOW, USC lost to TEXAS...
damn it...
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| Wadup mah brothas |
[Dec. 27th, 2005|02:58 am] |
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| | because my friends are fuckin tyte | ] |
Long time no write. Well, its been about two weeks and a day into my 4 week winterbreak. Been really fun, chilling with high school friends, some college friends, and so forth. I guess this time that i've had to chill with my friends made me realize how much my friends mean to me in the sense that all of my problems seem to vanish into the depths of my mind when i'm with em. Seriously though, there never seems to be a dull moment or a moment of animosity when i'm chillin with my bros. Its times like these that reinforce the saying "Bros before Hos" because your girl may leave you but your bros never will. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2005|03:39 pm] |
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So far this has been one really fun weekend, being reunited with all my close friends, enormous thanksgiving feasts(yes plural cause i had 2), and hanging out with my best friend. It was really nice to see friends like JC who i havent seen in about 3 months, Ronak...just cause hes a tyte indian guy and hes one of my closest bros, and the rest of you peeps (dont get offended if i dont mention you by name).
Anyways, i don't write in this thing much. Been at UCI for the past 3 months about, and finals week is just around the corner. right now i would have to say that i've become lazier now then i once was when i was high school, which is a really bad thing due to the fact that i didn't try watsoever in high school. Also, i already made my tyte group of friends at UCI so thats way chill.
SO, gonna end this entry with...i would do shoutouts but those are so cliche and fucking boring.
as for that other aspect in my life...I don't know wat to think or wat to do about it anymore
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[Nov. 16th, 2005|05:50 pm] |
I've been writing a lot lately in my LJ, in the private entries that is. I've found my LJ to be very good for venting and i've done just that. anyways, im up at UCI.
I'm goin to UCLA this sunday to see canyon people and other close friends. Can't wait till thanksgiving so i can see people like JC, and then a nice reuinion of the GOODFELLAS.
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| *sigh* |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|04:33 pm] |
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I guess, today as i deviated from doing my homework by talkin to people on the internet, that i realized that i truly am happy with my life. I have awesome friends, a family who loves me, endless opportunities that many people lack, and well...i have love, as gay as that sounds.
I can walk the streets dressed like ass and still wear a grin, look like shit and still be ultimately satisfied with how things are going.
I love living somewhat of a carefree life. Its not carefree completely because i do care about a few things. Honestly, i couldnt care less about most things/people but if i do care about something or someone, then the extent to which i care about that person/thing is immense.
*edit*
ahaha...i spoke too soon. my life blows again...
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| HOORAY |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|12:48 pm] |
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Yay, today is friday. the end of a gay ass week and well, the beginning of an awesome weekend. dude, im so stoked. why u ask? ahaha...none of ur business, but im way stoked
408121
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|04:30 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
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| | why can't it be simple | ] |
Well, im at UCI right now and well, I was just talkin to a friend and like...well, so many things are changing around me. Like, i feel as if i don't know wat i want. as if everything that i once knew meant nothing. Why is everythin changing for the worse? and why is everythin changing so drastically? and all because of one thing...
before i knew exactly wat i felt. i knew when i was tired, when i was doing the right thing...when i was in love. Once i was whole, i knew where everything was as if a map was writtin on the back of my hand...but now i'm lost.
Why can't everything be like it once was...when everything made sense. Now nothing does...
i need/want to get away and never come back...
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|03:50 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | i just am, but like, im sad too | ] |
Anyways, today is monday. I moved into UCI yesterday and well, not everything went as smoothly as i had hoped. turns out that i brought a lamp but forgot the light bulb, and last night i realized that the blanket i brought was too small. The only way it will cover up my body is if i put it diagonally, but then there are lil air holes so i can still feel the cold air around me go under the covers. But yea, its alright up here. met up with my friend Josh from orientation and well, turns out that my roommate is a really chill guy as well. Somehow hes connected to a bunch of people i'm close to at home...it truly is a small world. err, the food here is ok, not good, not super bad...somewhere in between there.
O, lets see, i went to the ARC today. Didn't take the bus cause well, me and 3 other guys thought it was like a 15-20 min. turns out it was 35 minutes. The ARC is tyte, a very big gymnasium plus very nice basket ball courts, a swim arena, and an area where u can wrestle/hit their huge punching bags. very chill...took the bus that we were unaware of earlier...much easier walk that way.
Today is now tuesday. im here to finish my entry. only been here for 3 days and well...like damn, i miss soo much at home. First off, the bed is like a rock and well, the food here tastes like ass, not sayin that i've tasted ass before. yea, i just miss a lot. havent talked to a bunch of my friends from home in a lil bit. I need to call em, so i dont lose touch with them.
shout out to you
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| hmm... |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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anyways, last weekend, my bro gave me some new desktop icons, pretty much garfield icons to replace a bunch of my boring icons such as "my computer" or "recycle bin", etc. yea, anyways, this week has been a roller coaster for me. so many different emotions all packed into a few days. its honestly enough to jut make u want to sit down and take a break from life. im goin to college soon. its gonna be hard to say good bye to everyone, especially kay since i'm used to seeing her pretty much everyday. its gonna be so different. hopefully, if ur reading this, u guys can keep in touch with me. i dont wanna lose any friends that im close with. if ur not close to me, then ur not obligated to call me, so dont worry about it, lol |
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